Sometimes, shit happens.
yeah, so it lays on the floor, broken
you kick it aside, words unspoken
so, we were the drop-kicked parts
not parts of two hearts
you're leaving for dead
fucked-up things in your head
since you're not alone, and not lied to
omission is worse somehow — he tried to
but the pain of showing
what lay beneath, unknowing
how in fucking hell could something be so bad
to tear apart something we had
I did not know back then what I just learned now
that you were the one, who found me somehow
trying to cope, deal with the issues
not crying on pillows or dampening tissues
facing it as it came,
over-analyzing, realizing
tearing apart my insides and
every day, wondering how, what now
why this shit in my head
from something someone said, or did
in the past — could fuck me over
make me wanna lay in clover
because for all of these years
and all the trials and fears
I went through the past
then telling it, it destroyed my ass
for living it, but not giving it
the moment I knew
what I wanted, needed was you
to heal me, help me, love me, feed me
all the things you said
your words danced in my head
all those nights talking
through those places walking
I did not lie to you
I will not lie to you
I would die for you
because you mean that much to me
if you would just listen to me
I know you're numb, me too
what you said, you said
and feel I that did to you
I am not saying the past is past
it obviously affects us to the last
but I am begging you please consider this
before that last day, that last kiss
and all words permit me to say
is I am sorry, and I love you.
The Song:
Verse 1
yeah, so it lays on the floor, broken
you kick it aside, words unspoken
so, we were the drop-kicked parts
not parts of two hearts
you're leaving for dead
fucked-up things in your head
since you're not alone, and not lied to
omission is worse somehow — he tried to
but the pain of showing
what lay beneath, unknowing
how in fucking hell could something be so bad
to tear apart something we had
Chorus (anthemic)
Don’t turn away, don’t kill this fire,
we’re built from the ashes, pulled from the wire.
Through every wound, every scar we’ve shown,
I won’t let you go — you are my home.
Verse 2
I did not know back then what I just learned now
that you were the one, who found me somehow
trying to cope, deal with the issues
not crying on pillows or dampening tissues
facing it as it came,
over-analyzing, realizing
tearing apart my insides and
every day, wondering how, what now
why this shit in my head
from something someone said, or did
in the past — could fuck me over
make me wanna lay in clover
because for all of these years
and all the trials and fears
I went through the past
then telling it, it destroyed my ass
Chorus (anthemic)
Don’t turn away, don’t kill this fire,
we’re built from the ashes, pulled from the wire.
Through every wound, every scar we’ve shown,
I won’t let you go — you are my home.
Verse 3
for living it, but not giving it
the moment I knew
what I wanted, needed was you
to heal me, help me, love me, feed me
all the things you said
your words danced in my head
all those nights talking
through those places walking
I did not lie to you
I will not lie to you
I would die for you
because you mean that much to me
Bridge
if you would just listen to me
I know you're numb, me too
what you said, you said
and feel I that did to you
I am not saying the past is past
it obviously affects us to the last
but I am begging you please consider this
before that last day, that last kiss
Chorus (anthemic – final, lifted)
Don’t turn away, don’t kill this fire,
we’re built from the ashes, pulled from the wire.
Through every wound, every scar we’ve shown,
I won’t let you go — you are my home.
Outro
and all words permit me to say
is I am sorry, and I love you.